It has been a struggle for me to go to church lately once I got home from my summer vacation. But I still go to church but not all meetings. I do still believe in church and the gospel very much. I know it is true and that it is important part of my life. I don't know who or where I would be without the gospel in my life. I am very thankful for the church and the gospel in my life. But once in awhile, I can't help but struggle with it but I still go no matter what. One Sunday, I decided to go to Sunday School which I haven't gone in a long time after the Sac meeting. So I took care of a few things and then went to Sunday School. Something has happened while I was in there and I had to leave right away in tears. There were one person that chased after me and talked to me but I just can't understand because I was a bit upset and in tears. Then this person left me so I immediately went into a room and have my moment. While I was in the room, I was very angry, really very angry at a lot of things and wondered why it had to happen and why they did it. Then I was like very sorry and sad. Then I thought of mental image of the Savior statue at the Visitor's Center in Salt Lake City and then a picture of Jesus Christ's hand saying "I love you" in sign language with his hand pierced. I told Him that I am really sorry and that I made you suffer for what I am going through. As I finished saying that, I felt that He said, "No worries. Don't worry about it. I love you very much."
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